I remember wondering how it would be if we had gotten together in the past. Would we be happy? Or would we fall down the drain? But it seems like time was right and the place was right. We both conquered, we both succeeded, we both failed this year. And throughout every slight of sweat dripping from that hard work, we were there for each other. Sometimes, I found myself in wretched places—lost and helpless—and I can’t tell you countless many times where I have turned to my side and saw you there. Everyday, you are by my side physically and mentally—whether it’s waking up next you in the morning, or when I was crying my heart out, or when I’m working cashier you’re there cooking beside me, or when you taught me how to ride a fixie. You are always there. I can’t think back and replay this year without crying out tears of joy or sadness. This year was definitely my worst and best. There are so much I regret, but there are more that I wished for. Many mistakes happened this year that harmed each other, but here we are still jumping off cliffs while we develop our wings on the way down. But before a new year starts, I’m letting go of my grudges. I’m ready to give you my all. I’m ready to grow old with you. I’m ready to be the better me for you. Happy New Year Jansen! Thanks for an interesting year of my life. I surely dedicate the year of 2011 to you.
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